jasmine

2010-12-08T21:09:00.003+08:00

Ok, bye blogspot. tumblr! Find ME:D

2010-12-06T16:58:00.001+08:00

Thinking of abandoning blogspot and just having one tumblr. but then, tumblr's having problems these days :( shall see if the situation improvesss..

2010-11-13T02:11:00.000+08:00

I feel rather screwed. But I feel much better now. Shall go sleep and cut my hair tmr. Idk how I can help mysefl though.

2010-11-12T01:31:00.000+08:00

[01:39:11] jasmine says:
like tmr got filing, sectionals, japan briefing
[01:39:35] jasmine says:
sat got the stupid rehearsal (u tell the rest alr not) maybe going out study, then night picnic or sth
[01:39:46] jasmine says:
then sunday got dk wad -.- i forgot
[01:39:53] jasmine says:
oh sunday mug econs -.-
[01:40:13] jasmine says:
monday guitar mug econs. tues guitar piano mug econs
[01:40:17] jasmine says:
tuition
[01:40:26] jasmine says:
wed holiday -.- but still must mug econs
[01:40:42] jasmine says:
thurs mug econs, fri repaper and movie and cls chalet
[01:40:53] jasmine says:
sat japan trip prac.

Nice schedule -.- Idk why its so packed. Maybe wednesday go out then -.- sigh.

2010-11-09T00:36:00.002+08:00

OP's nonsense :( Taking up seriously alot of my time. And I cant find a day where I can take Chem repaper. So I shall just stick to not taking it -.- Hmm so after OP -.- I have, guitar, econs repaper, prom practise, ho chi minh :D japan :D syf -.- And PW's been rather hectic, and plus repaper. Besides doing OP stuff, chem crashcourse thingo, guitaring, repaper thoughts, I havent been going out, unless with my family. Really cannot afford the time to go out. Not that I dont want.

Besides MSN, havent been really talking face-to-face with alot of people. Basically just calls, sms, msn. And thank you heather for your cool art pieces, awesome stuff :D Hehe. I really hate PWWWWWWWWW. And some stupid ppl made me go to paya lebar instead of katong today for astons. In the end it was just some stall in a food court. I feel so cheated! I needa make firm decisions -.-

Piano's starting tomorrowwwww. Argh I hope I didnt get the wrong time though. Ok, gotta rewrite my OP script. For some people, all these are like history, BECAUSE THEY HAVE COMPLETED THEIR PW JOURNEY WHILE WE ARE STILL HERE MEMORISING AND PRACTISING OUR SCRIPTS T-T sianz.

Okay, I'm off to writing scripts. Maybe joining the chingay thing for achievements i guess. LOL. Bye :D

2010-11-01T22:53:00.001+08:00

this is the first time, i have an absolutely good reason to give up.

2010-10-31T12:34:00.001+08:00

Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

2010-10-29T22:14:00.003+08:00

Really shag these days, and easily irritated, but also easily contented :D Depends though. Sometimes, you just have to be contented with what you have. And I'm being super dead these days,not talking to anyone, cos I dont feel like opening my mouth -.- Unless when I'm talked to.

idk if I'm doing the right thing, staying over when there's PW the next day. And I dont even know what to do for OP -.- I cant even help myself, though I stayed up and tried to memorise script. I just get the jitters super easily. And I just cant freaking present naturally. So basically people who went: Huien (our saviour) Deborah (chef/shirt-lender) Teresa Charlene Dillon JK (loyal guy) Justin Leon Sharon Angeline Angela Terence (Fire starter) Janson (12am+ comer lol) YM plus me. 15 ppl.

Ranting ranting ranting. Creative product tmr.

2010-10-24T16:01:00.000+08:00

Life is unfair. You put someone first who puts you second. You study your ass off for a final only to get a B in the class when you deserved an A. You give 110% to someone in a relationship when they only give 40%. You’re there for your best friend at 3 a.m. when they need it the most and the next day they don’t pick up their phone. You give something your all and sometimes get little to nothing back. You care so much about someone who doesn’t care enough about you to say Hi once in a while. You give someone your time and they give you “sorry, I’m busy”. It seems like you’re giving everyone everything and they’re just walking away with it.

Econs and chem. Super sian.

2010-10-17T14:54:00.002+08:00

At Starbucks Marina with Char now. And some person just told us we can't study on weekends. I feel like telling them that we're not studying though we're wih our laptops LOL.

Anyway ahgong's dinner last night was super cool. All the food T_T Crab prawns sotong wuxiang :D curry chicken wings blablabla. Fats. LOL. Don't know how to start on WR T_T sigh. And talking last night with Don Wanqi about Universities, JCs. Argh feeling the stress. ABout not getting good results and therefore not being able to get into the Universities. NTU's dropping though. From 70 plus ranking to like 150 plus now. Shocking eh. Then Don was saying about how retaining would be damn sad. And I feel scared cos I'm on the verge of retaining. And how his friends went to the different JCS, and explained what my PW was about. Felicia's having O lvl now. Sis next year and Sheri the following year. And me A levels next year. Omg. Stress building up. Needa start thinking on how I'm gonna spend m no-life year in 2011.

Anyway watching Playful Kiss now. Lololol. Influenced by Sheri. Hmm, suddenly thought about living with cousins in a super big house again, childhood dream hahahhaha. Quite cool. But I hate growing up T_T Anyway shall wait for Xmas edition of Starbucks tumblr to be out :D Shall buy if its nice. The halloween one was nice! But too small -.- I need a water bottle :l

And I seriously hate PW. Screwing my life plan up.

2010-10-15T22:30:00.002+08:00

Played ball the whole day today. Cos some idiot made me wait damn long, in the end nver even appear-.- Cock. Anyway, bballed and vballed! And my vball and bball deprove like alot alot alot. So malu, vball sometimes use like super alot of strength, or hit wrong direction, cannot "spike" properly. My "spike" is er, not a real spike, just sort of use fist hit or sth -.- Whatever. Hmm then bball, cannot stand the heat. Super hot day today! So went to rest after a while. And my stamina omg.

And didnt go out with lh and heather today :l sigh.

Went home with wong, bought koi, waited for her bus. Then went home.

Hmm, im pretty tired. but i like balling pretty much :) Life's good. At certain times.

2010-10-13T21:41:00.001+08:00

Idk wads wrong with the world. Everything my fault. Everything I say must ask me to stfu. And when things go wrong, you dont stfu.Piss me off.

2010-10-11T22:45:00.003+08:00

Hey, im bored. Of school -.- Its become some loner place without all the familiar faces. After school, all that was left in canteen was me and lh and year4/6s. Everyone has moved on with life, and I realised that, people never ever stay contented or should I say people change as time goes by. I dont think I can find anyone the same as last year, and its pretty idk-wad-word-i-shld-use. Yeah new class and stuff, new people.

Someone just pissed me off by not having any manners at all, no matter how many times I've repeated myself. And in the end, its still my fault.

Played vball tday and stupid sihui didnt want to take the ball for me when it rolled off -.- And she still laugh at me when i give her the O.o?!?!??!?! face. noooo.

Social circle this year has changed. All super hardworking. YS, CK owning the cls in like geog and econs. HT and LH, so hardworking, doing tutorials and stuff. And, they're living life so happily. Dillon, char, all hardworking freaks too. And got heather's awesome card hehe! I love her cool cool cool cards, (alliteration :D). Macs talk today was omg. Super funny.

From FB:
Lihui Ng : Would you rather be smart & ugly or not smart but pretty?
Jasmine Goh & heather : OF COURSE SMART AND UGLY LAH!!
Lihui: (Horrified look) I ... er ... was thinking that too.

LOL. AT. LH.

LH: Why is Betty boop called Betty Boop?
Me and HT: Cos she has boobs?
LH: Then why issit boobs?
HT: Cos boop is a pun for boobs i guess.
LH: Oh.
Me: O.O LOL.
HT: *gives a straight face*
Me: omg, i cant believe this.

LOL. AT. LH. 2.

HT: omg, look at the girl in the pic, they nver photoshop her armpit hair -.-
Me: whoa lol yeah so unglam -.-
LH: huh? wad armpit hair
Me: the picture behind you
LH: Where got? Only have her shoulders mah
Me and HT: *faints.* armpit become shoulders -.-

LOL. AT. LH. 3.

Epic. -.- Bimbo ttm.
Almost died laughing. and ys is gonna ask me when i can stop laughing for one second or sth like that -.- ass.

Cant think of what else I wna type alr. though I had alot to type just now. Ok. all this for now I guess.

2010-10-10T13:01:00.002+08:00

Dinner with 4F was great although the GOH wasnt there, which was kinda lame -.- Reached a teeny bit early with char and anyway started on PW cos had to send like asap and stuff-.- But in the end couldnt connect to internet so it was kinda unfruitful bringing my lappy along and i looked kinda out of place in some way. Realised didt really talk as much as compared to usual outings. Idk why too-.- Just stoned quite alot. But anyway when we reached the person asked me and char if we booked a table under Mr Seah. It was kinda funny, lol so weird. Yeah so we just laughed at the guy lol then he thought he got the wrong name or sth. And I hear Misery on tv. Shall play it on my iTunes :D

I want to go cycling or swimming or sth. Pretty badly. And crap, realised havent replied my Dad. Ok random -.-

I am in Mi-Ser-Ry. Other than the MV, the tune is quite nice lololol. And have been guitar-ing pretty often. Chords and stuff, instead of Japan piece -.- And im excited to go shop shop overseas! and 4F chalettt. Thats if i can pass the year. Hmm, changed my laptop background again finally. Heh, got the high res pic :)

Stoning my life awayy.

How can I move on when I'm still in love with you. The man who cant be moved. Nice nice nice hehe :D

2010-10-07T18:56:00.001+08:00

What is the freaking point of passing promos when i cant even pass my overall. And its not like I passed with flying colours, or even passed all my subjects. Yeah no point emoing also. Results are real, cant be changed no matter how much u emo.

2010-10-05T13:45:00.000+08:00

From huien's blog hehhe.

Sometimes, when people are sad, nothing can really bring them back up right away. Not words, not good advice, or even the people around them trying to make them happy can’t make them happy just like that. We should never tell someone to just be happy and forget about what’s holding them down because we’re not dealing with the pain in their heart. It takes time and patience for someone to get back up. It’s not that easy.

Kinda true huh.

2010-10-01T20:33:00.002+08:00

Minds today was nubbad. 4's a good number though very little, so many ppl pangseh but whatever. Played damn retarded games, can't rmb the games. 4 people just right :) Stoned and walked in Marina with Deborah for 1hour plus. Then Angela and Sharon came, went to minds :)

Super alot of funny incidents like:

*Playing charades game, Deborah letting Sharon and Angela guess "belly dance".*
Jasmine: Eh deborah u dance ok LOL (whispers to deb)
Deborah: ?!?!?!
Charades starts.
Jasmine: First word something deborah have!! (Deborah asks me to shuddup) :(
Deborah Yeo: *Points to stomach*
Sharon Liu Suyin: Belly button!
Deborah: Nono! *points to stomach more vigorously*
Sharon: Pot belly!!
Angela Li and Jasmine: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Aiyoh alot of funny stuff -.- Quite epic.

Shant elaborate on the other stuff that happened. Tired and cant bb.

2010-09-29T01:25:00.004+08:00

Okay, gotta play new pieces on the piano soon :) Been neglecting piano for darn long, not as if i studied real hard or whatsoever.

Going with my sis to look at dickies bag one day lol. Dickies.

4F Outing on monday I guess :)

Some time spent alone really gets you thnking and thats good :)

And thank god PROMOS ARE OVER FOR ME. omg im loving it. Wont be for long though. PW T_T and sigh i see your true colours shine on me -.- wtp.

Today was a rather screwed day for papers i guess. eh nope, yesterday i mean hahaahahhhahaha. I cant imagine how i'll react if i see like "not attaining 5AUs" or "retain" or like so many Us in my report book.

Anyway, planned to go vietnam and japan for 3weeks plus during the hols! After PW though. I feel so relaxed and vexed -.- Over certain stuff. Which is rather stupid also, cos idk if the other party even bothers. But oh well. I'm off to sleep, rather tired.

Sometimes thinking about something too much is stupid when others dont even take you to be part of their lives.

2010-09-29T01:18:00.003+08:00

I'm a failure in life at times, but whatever. I should learn to live for who i am.

Sisterhood of the travelling pants was good :D Part 1 and 2. Awesome movie yeah. Why dont I see any occurrence of karmen britney lena and tibby in real life. It'd be just awesome. But its just a movie. Movies dont happen in real life at all.

2010-09-27T13:30:00.002+08:00

I feel satisfied. For once. Satisfied doesn't mean scoring good grades though. I feel happy because at least I managed to finish 2-3 questions that I didnt know how to do in the last 20minutes or so :D But results wont be ACE kinda grades, I hope I can pass. My GT2 was kinda lol. I spent quite long trying to figure out what stuff to change to equations etc. APGP was a killer T_T

But nonetheless, tomorrow's geog and chem! Ok shall start at 2, max 230. Eat and bathe and slack a while. I cant wait for tomorrow to end!

2010-09-24T12:03:00.002+08:00

Removed the vulgarity in 2 posts ago. Anyway, gotta finish math today! But i woke up at 10plus, just had lunch, so hmm. I got piano later, leaving hse at abt 4. got about 3hours. Argh. Excluding the time to prepare for piano. Neglecting piano like crap. Idk how long I havent touched my piano alr :l Besides at my piano teacher's house. Ok needa buck up after promos. I guess econs went kinda crappy for me. I really want to pass. But sigh, slim chances. Later I retain how :(

Okay.. phone's ringing :)

Take care twinkle, miss you :(

2010-09-23T20:03:00.002+08:00

Lol I feel kinda lame, i feel so slack cos econs is over! but then, i dont even know if my points are valid. total crap lol. Its over, ok nono, not promos, one econs paper only -.- I cant believe i forgot to bring my jacket :( I bring it all time, but didnt today. So had to borrow from seniors, haha lihui helped me to borrow :) Thank god, if not I would have frozen at the back of the hall, though I was already freezing with the jacket on :l

Need to know that PROMOS ARE NOT OVER! There's still math and chem and geog -.- Gosh. And I did a rather embarrassing thing, again -.- Couldnt find my wallet when it was my stop, so i told angeline and char "argh i'll just alight the next stop". But apparently, the bus driver drove abit forward and opened the door again, so i hurriedly tapped my wallet and got off the bus. Sigh, you prob cant imagine the awkwardness in the bus, but i felt rather paiseh :(

I have piano tmr at 5. So I guess no school for me, if not rather waste time :l And I think im weird, why on earth did I even choose such a person to think about. You are like so, so, so, so, so, screwed up lol. And lame. And embarrassing. And childish. But know when to be serious. And when not to be -.- Guess thats what makes a person unique.

2010-09-19T23:04:00.003+08:00

I'm so disappointed and sian and pissed and whatever negative emotions you wna add on. Cant yall just think logically, and no one wants to even give a hand in this. Just complain complain complain. You think its that easy, you think we want to change. If dont change even better. Save us the hassle. You go plan la. Dont even appreciate what we are doing, only be so self-centered. And its not like we dont need to study, yall mugging down there, we wasting our time helping, in the end what, who benefit. Yall leh. We leh, go eff ourselves. But I dont blame you, the world's selfish. No one gives a damn about each other. Only believe in yourself.

2010-09-18T21:16:00.002+08:00

i feel super screwed up nao. i hate this, wts. i should just isolate myself.

seriously, idk why im doing all this shit stuff. no one even gives a shit abt this. and im not even studying.

2010-09-18T00:55:00.002+08:00

Sigh girl-girl loyalty, what a term, but kinda true. -.- Sian, I feel so -.- shittyyyyy. and i feel dumb and stupid. so much for all the kfc talk today. :l omg im regretting my decision. sigh but i cant do anything abt it alr! gosh. please kill me.

2010-09-14T18:56:00.003+08:00

Wtp, im damn bored of life. Im super bored, like super bored of school, super bored of lessons, super bored of shit ppl who screws my life up. And me and angeline and xiaozhou were late today. Shit la, should have ran -.- Like by one minute only. Crap. Wtheckkkkkkk. Idc about winning you in promos alr -.- I just want to pass my own promos. But I'm darn bored of studying everyday, but I shall remember our killiney date, our ice cream date and whatever other fun stuff after promos. And thank you deborah for the cool cow pens :D LOL at the cartons of milk you wanted to give me.

On balance, I disagree that life is full of excitement and colour. I'm bored.

2010-09-13T22:25:00.001+08:00

This totally doesnt make sense. Has to stop.

2010-09-12T22:54:00.003+08:00

Kinda overestimated my own ability to do so much in a short period of time -.- But still, managed to complete org chem, and half a book (45mins) LOL. I didnt know one book would take so long to read. So far, completed 3.5chapt of math, 3++chapt of chem, around 3-4chapt of econs. Geog untouched -.- Sigh. Gotta buck up like siaoooo.

Sometimes, things that happen in life dont make sense.

2010-09-11T11:52:00.002+08:00

Its a saturday, and I'm home cos i cant decide to go bugis or tampines :( Shall do chem today. Just realised hols are ending and GP promo is on thursday! And I have piano the night before. Sigh.

Plan for today:
1200-1215 Slack
1215-100 Read one book
100-230 Do 2 chapters of Chem
230-245 Buffer
245-330 Read 2nd book
330-500 Do 2 chapters of Chem
500-530 TV time
530-630 Read 3rd book

Whoa quite chor. Shall come back and see if I followed by my timetable for today. :) Yesterday's mugging was not bad :D Maths must be done with Maths pros around, thats why I'm doing Chem today hahahaha. There's a sense of satisfaction when I study, and play enough in one day hehe :D

My messi bottle has scratches :( Omg, I'm SOSOSOSOSOSO looking forward to after promos. Chalet chalet chalet chalet chalet :D Japan and vietnam hehe :D But dad's flying off during promo period :( Nvm, webcam ftw! Ohno, I'm self entertaining with all the fun thoughts. 2 more mins to 1215.

If I follow today's timetable by at least 75%, I guess my life's working out :)

2010-09-04T18:14:00.002+08:00

Never give up if you still wanna try
never wipe your tears if you still wanna cry
never settle for the answer if you still wanna know
never say you don’t love him if you can’t let him go..

2010-09-04T18:14:00.001+08:00

2010-09-03T20:58:00.001+08:00

Wtp. I cant believe I screwed another test. Sucks ttm. What am I doing -.-

31aug :D

2010-09-01T13:53:00.002+08:00

I think I'm going on a hiatus, lol. ANYWAY.

31aug 2010.

I had an awesome birthday yesterday :D Guitar ppl sang me birthday song at least 2times -.- Paiseh. And teoheng with 5c23 peeps :D Coolz presentz theyz gavez mez. HAHA. Ultraman. And fishandco with 4f peeps. Thank you so much guys :D Fishandco was SO MALU. gosh T_T and teoheng was cool with the indian poker haha :D Thanks for the wonderful presents and wishes, xieie ni men :D

Cool flower note from 5c23 ppl :D
Wallet and cake and cool neonhearts from 5c23 kiaz, heatherteo, nglihui, fongwenzhong, lowchingkai, sherwintan, chongyokeming, sohyongsheng :D
30littlenotes and cowie from miss angelinelimmayping :D
bag that was hard to write on and birthday cake at fishandco from 4f09 ppl, dillonfoo, angelinelim, sohpeishan, charleneteo, teresawong, leowshikai, jansonseah, pehjunjie, leonlee, nicklim, sohyongsheng, loijunkai, sharonliu, terencetan :D
stickies from dc: wongster, yizhanglianpo, nahsiep, shi_kai, foocehao :D
and sihui's and deb's and wenyi's presents yet to be given.

only something can make me feel that way.

2009.

2010-08-29T00:17:00.003+08:00

Just came back from UNISON concert, was good :D just that so little dhs people :l but still good job GE! NY was kinda guai guai though.ut kinda wasted the whole day today, cos I'm super tired now, AND HUNGRYYY. Nvm, tmr mug at PP. or PP macs, or idk lol see where. Sigh still have tuition tmr T_T omg, I'm gonna die for CHEM TEST.

TUITION :ll Ohno, tired. Fell aslp on the bus and sigh. I hate getting woken up by freaking noisy and irritating voices -.- Some things don't need shouting all the time to be done.

Night of geog.

2010-08-25T02:25:00.003+08:00

Omg, I'm still at my first essay of geog -.- wtsssss. nvm, slept from dinner till 12am -.- AND KAO JIN by li sheng jie, is still a darnnnnnn nice song :D wooohoo im gonna replay it! conclusion of first essay! shit la, 2nd essay even more chor. Okay finished first essay! On to second one T_T Sigh. I think I'll sleep at 4!

you'll be the prince and i'll be the princess ;D hehhh, cool songg.

Anyway, went library with an qi lin todayy. Lol cannot sit on the floor one -.- so we kneeled/squat/anything besides sitting -.- on the stupid floor. marry me juliet you never have to be alone. baby just say yesssss. ok lol random hahhaha, replay! music keeps me going :D and I keep eating LOL, I get hungry at night :( okay its 255am on my laptop, back to essay!

Intro writtenn, Ive eaten orange, one piece of potato salad and now i'm eating crepe biscuit -.- At this rate, I'm gonna grow even fatter. wtpp. aiyah -.- but i'm hungry, forget it :x The crepe biscuit is addictive -.- Ok aim to slp by 4am! Tmr 1245pm T_T Save me.

Idk why I'm staying up to do geog, this is kinda lame, but nvm. okay, shall off my com to concentrate after this song :) but heyyyy!

shucks zihighing alr -.- cassette (1st gen) walkman (2nd gen) mp3 (3rd gen) mp4 (4th gen). evolution of 2nd gen: walkman runwoman jump ahgua wtss.

2010-08-23T00:09:00.001+08:00

2010-08-22T19:00:00.003+08:00

Studied today with char wong dillon jk. and ella and heather for a while. But still, I think i was kinda distracted. And the chicken in Mcspicy v nice, but too spicy for me -.- But still, v nice. And I did some really, epic thing. again -.- Went to take chilli then saw this person wearing like dark pink shirt. wong was wearing a dark pink shirt.. so thinking it was her, i put the chilli dish on her tray. Then suddenly, I heard this :O sound. And I turned and realised, it was some random girl wts -.- And wong was behind her. Freaking embarrassing -.- I kept saying sorry, and in the end I offered the chilli to her. omg -.- Argh.

Did abit of Integration and abit of differentiation. And I hvnt done EOM :x Plus, I get hungry when I am at home, I realised. Yesterday was pure tiredness. Slept after I cam home from guitar, went piano makeup at 5plus. Came home, dinner, did 2-3 qns of integration tut -.- MSNed, slept. And I woke up late for tuition. But I still made it to tuition rather on time :D

Walked around PP with char for a while, and looked at how people tried to catch "money" in those kind of transparent boxes where notes are flying around, because of the blowing fan thing. Quite funny LOL.

And Japan trip! Sian no more geog trip :( I want my geog trip. Ohno, 29 August is darn soon, shucks shucks shucks.

2010-08-21T14:06:00.002+08:00

Played ball again yesterday. :) or :( Anyway yesterday kinda drained me out, woke up at 7 thinking guitar was at 730 -.- VBall was more fun than last week. Played with limsihui and voldermort :D at first, then did stupid running backwards with wong around the track. THen played vball with some year5s, voldermort and my lover left halfway HAHA. Went KFC after that to eat, talked for quite a while with terence dillon and teresa. Janson had htht with mr lim cj. Terence taught me integration question 5. And I feel like slping again T_T Screw math test. argh -.- I needa pass.

Sigh, mona is really. screwing. my. life. up. I wish I was in another class, then I'd have a different tcher.

NO COMPUTER TONIGHT.

2010-08-17T18:59:00.003+08:00

Alto2! come on, we can do it. jiayouu! screw some ppl though. Tomorrow tomorrow. Maths test next week! omg, so fast. Went school today for only maths lecture lol. Then went for guitar rehearsal. EOM consultation. HTHTHTHTHTHT. cos got alot of hearts-.- if you get what i mean.

waiting for pics to be uploaded then I shall see and go offline :D hehe, click5! Shall do math tutorials tonight. And read up on econs chapter 7/8/9, if i have time. Kinda impossible though. Ok either 7 or 8. and i shall heck care abt eom first :x Another resolution, cut down on words like biatch, fag(vulgar as angeline says-.-) or any other crude language -.-

Sian what can I say now -.- I really am sorry, don't even know if you know or what. Idk if its my fault though. And yeah true, takes two hands to clap. But won't it be so heartbreaking to even hear that about yourself. Sometimes should think of what others feel if they really hear it. And sorry friends LOL keep complaining, though you share the same sentiments -.- But I really feel so bad. Argh. Cant stand it.

we all have secrets. some dark, some silly, some that we tell no one yet let define us. we keep secrets to keep people safe, to keep ourselves safe, to keep trust, to be a good friend/good child/good parent. we keep secrets because we’re afraid of what people would think if they knew the truth. we keep secrets because if we admit our secrets, tell our secrets, it makes them real. we all have our secrets. youareremarkable

2010-08-16T20:42:00.003+08:00

Sigh this week is filled by PW interview and guitar performance and rehearsal. Tired once again, or maybe I just feel like sleeping :x Anyway I saw this darn nice macbook sleeve that day! omggggg, some girl was carrying it < 3 I want oneeee! okay busy busy no time :( Screw GP -.- I cant believe what just happened seriously. And I've got tons to do this week:

Finish up maclaurins tut-.-
Integration tut
Chem bonding tut
Organic chem REVISION and tut
CHEM SPA!!
Maths supp on maclaurins
Maths supp in integration

Cannot really think of any others now. OH EOM. shucks -.- sian. Ok screw ittt.

BY THE WAY! Click five performance yest at the promontory was great! Woohoo, they sang so many songs and esp JENNY! my favourite hehe. But not really into their music so we were kinda o.o at their new album songs. But anyway, the fans were crazy -.- We stayed back for a while to stone and take pics with the AWESOME drums as the background, but the technical people kept blocking, so kinda failed. And some lame things happened yesterday -.- embarrassing things lol. I realised I always self-own -.- at times. but still nvm. LOL. They sang catch your wave at first, then happy birthday, i quit i quit i quit!, and then ended off with JENNY! and headlight discoooo.

Okay the list: from huien's blog :D

1. Catch Your Wave
2. Summertime
3. Happy Birthday
4. I Quit! I Quit! I Quit!
5. Empty
6. Don’t Let Me Go
7. The Way It Goes
8. Good Day
9. Just The Girl
10. Jenny
11. Headlight Disco

And when the picks and drumsticks were thrown, omg ppl really just pushed the chairs and ran for them -.- BUT THE PICK WAS THROWN TO US. but we didnt catch-.- sianded. We were standing quite a distance away from the fans so I think the technical people kinda pitied us and threw to us (isolated ppl -.-) But then he overthrew and it landed behind us, then out of a sudden, the people came running towards and snatching the pick or sth. omg scary LOL. Drummer so cool! omg LOL HAHA, but actly just found out his flaws -.-

Still, lololl, spammed pics and videos (secretly-.-) wasnt rly supposed to take, but nvm HAHA. Superb night! Thanks angeline lim! :D

Okay now, my mum keeps talking about my GP :( cos of some person la -.- wts. haiz, spoil my day :(

AND argh irritating. Maybe I shall go library study during free periods, canteen too noisy :x See first. Needa adapt to studying alone T_T I guess I cant -.-

2010-08-15T00:38:00.001+08:00

sigh, yet another SUPER fail day. nvm chiong tmr, seriously T_T

2010-08-14T17:25:00.003+08:00

I forgot to return my call to my piano tcher cos I went to slp :( Sian. Pissed off tcher, argh guilty pig -.- sorry. Seriously, I'm using my whole life to slp -.- Btw Click five tmrrr!

2010-08-14T14:57:00.003+08:00

Its rainingg. Lunch after guitar was -.- idk if i shld say fun anot. Birds of a feather flock tgt haha!

but still, haha damn nice lunch, and we talked quite loudly, so ppl kept staring :x Torres LOL. wts, it was really quite amusing, you cant expect me not to laugh! And lol, epic phonecall -.- Bused to pp with deb, and talked quite abit abt stuff heh :D while angeline went for PW and guys went circle line. Its 3 already O.o So fast. Nvm Shall bathe and start work by 330, but the weather's so nice to take a nap hahha. Wednesday is nearing!

PW interviews! and SPA next wed too. Can't believe I wasted my time yest :( Sigh.

Angeline and deborah, lets jiayouu :x Okay, actly deb must help us! lolll

2010-08-12T22:53:00.003+08:00

Omg, I really feel so helpless without my phone, just like the GP compre said. "Today, there is a growing fear of the prospect of being untethered in the world without the security blanket of a cellphone." Seriously, cannot contact ppl abt consultations, sectionals. Then I went to arrange sectionals, GP and chem consultation at the same slot tmr -.- ARGH. ok screwed screwed.

But PTP today was awesome :D and super funny la, we have a darn cool tutorman! no stickies for you! :D omg 4F and kiw times.

I think im screwed. quite. i dont even know how to write a proper econs essay, am clueless for maths, chem and geog content revision like shit. sigh econs is really. idk wad to say. GP also. this is reality, not being emo over results.

2010-08-08T19:42:00.003+08:00

Lol, I'm realy pretty touched by those few sentences you wrote huh. Didnt know you were such a sentimental person. Although those weren't referring to us, but still, it was really kinda touching. Many discoveries these few days, and I realised, my sleeping early doesn't really affect my jingshen that much the next day -.- Because, I'll still feel as tired. LOL. Something's wrong with my body. And my piano teacher changed my piano lesson to tmr T_T Is there a job that just requires me to sleep lol -.- Okay I shall go attempt geog now, after 1 million hours of procrastinating.

2010-08-07T21:59:00.002+08:00

Ohno, didnt study today :x Going to sleep soon I think. Sigh, but nvm today was kinda fun lolllll. :D

Anyway ate ajisen with a few random guitar peeps. And sean ate the volcano ramen, wts damn spicy. I ate like spicy ramen (2 chillies), volcano is 4 chillies -.- crazy HAHA. And I realised jessie james songs are nice :)

4F outing was kinda cool yesterday i think, and super full lunch too -.- As in quite abit of talking with different people and SALT was awesome. HAHA :D And I still havent watched inception... And super embarrassing things happened yest again. SIGH><

Idk what the aim of the remaining of this post is gonna be though.

Anyway I think some guys are darn irritating. LIke sometimes on the bus, I'll see the guy keep touching the girl. Thats not the point though. There was once when the guy kept talking about his friends, who were girls. And he kept telling his gf, oh you know i saw this girl that day, she was very nice, i talked to her for v long blablabla. Then suddenly a woman will board the bus, and he started saying, oh that person look like my friend, you know "___" (some girl's name) and he just keeps talking about other girls to his gf. Not noticing the expression on his gf's face changing-.- Then later he finally realises and he rubs salt in saying, youre jealous cos of this? You mean if you have guy friends i must feel jealous too. lol dumbass, its not the matter of friends, its cos you talk too much about girls, and how you happily spend your time with them-.-

and yest this guy so lame, he was like yeah telling his gf, do you need me to tell him to stop sms-ing you for no reason? i almost gave him the -.- face. lol, really leh, the 2 situations just contradict each other. idk whats the point of this post though lol.

2010-08-07T16:13:00.003+08:00

HAHA Nice wallpaper :D
Credits: Jasmine, LOL kidding, angeline.

2010-08-06T02:01:00.003+08:00

another ultra bad day for me. bad start i suppose. but it ended off quite decently. i just hope tmr wont screw my qingxu again. guess i tried to be more normal after GP or sth. But the feeling is still there. It just cant get off my mind, sigh whatever, i know im damn affected and its my fault.

why cant i be better?

2010-08-04T21:23:00.002+08:00

Sian, guitar really makes me feel super inferior, like shit. SL SUPPOSED to be like high standards kind, but i'm like what -.- not even low standard, its called no standard. And I don't even know if I can meet the 70%. tmd. And studies are starting to get tiring T_T H1 today was abit funny LOL. I can't imagine they do this every lesson. How does chang even tolerate it! LOL.

Needa start my schedule again. The first few days were good, but then now, I'm getting lazy again :x So here I am blogging againnnn. AND 4F OUTING ON FRIDAY. Hahaha, im quite excited :D but then the thing is, we dk what to do yet :l

Forgot to bring my PE shirt today -.- Happily got into my dad's car, wanted to start econs when I reached school (which apparently didnt happen) until I was walking towards the canteen and I realised that there's PE today -.-

Anyway played captain ball today. It was kinda lame, but nonetheless, better than tennis :x and I love ball games!

Plus, like 80% of 5c23's not going to fried rice paradise, aka chao fan tian tang. But the thing is, idk if i have piano on that day! arghhhh.

And jenn just said: PROMOS COMING, IF DONT DO WORK GG. ok I caps-ed it, but this shows the importance of my passing year5! shit face.

Life sucks -.-

2010-08-04T00:27:00.002+08:00

whoa sigh, im really v tired today T_T I nver study at all! Mr chang is gonna skin me alive -.- Slept like from after dinner till 11plus. and here i am slacking, really dont feel like doing hw :( ok la i shall go see what i can do soon. And my piano tcher's house has alot of mosquitoes! I smacked 2 dead -.- walaoo, so irritating! like halfway playing then i'll stop and try to kill it. argh stupid mosquitoes. last week also have T_T I shall spray repellent every tuesday -.-

okay tmr CHEM SPA. shucskzzzz. and sigh no one reply me for the friday thing :(

2010-08-03T00:02:00.002+08:00

whoa sighhh. I got one and a half months more to pia. but I'm so tired now T_T after reading like 3 chapters of econs. omg, thats all i did today T_T ok later i try to do a few qns of MacLau______ idk how to spell -.- sigh. fail. and fridayyy. sigh, year5 and year4. so lame la :( cos of some small thing. but still. studies. argh. stupid. tired ttm.

2010-07-31T19:11:00.002+08:00

centrestage was super cool :D hehhh, though we practised quite little :x and idk why i didnt say any thankyous on stage T_T sigh, i still feel v :( abt it. but anyway thank you so much ht and ngli and tanweiyu and lowck and fongwenzhong! for running all the way to pp and back and skipping dinner :x sorry! but thank you for the experience revolution :D yongsheng, dillon, nick, leon!

omg i just saw that if you vuy a macbk/macbkpro you can get a free ipodtouch free WTP! T_T why did i buy so early. sighhhh, its worldwideeeeeeeee promotion. haiz.

Anyway PTM screwed me tup ttm.

Busy busy busy week.

2010-07-28T19:29:00.004+08:00

I havent realised that time passes so fast O.o I still thought today was tuesday=.-

SLA was sad :( But I must say we didn't even put in any effort except for the sculpture which isnt even graded in the first place -.- sigh. I kept falling aslp. Lol, in bus, in talk -.-, and in cab. So tired T_T

Shucks. Just realised there's like so many things happening tomorrow. Guitar in morning, GP essay test, MSC, Econs consultation and CS prac!!

Today I have to research on econs and then read up on econs for consultation and do msc. Noooo, MSC so many qns!

Okay aim to finish all these by today. I feel like slpingg lol.

2010-07-28T01:38:00.002+08:00

First free period today. It was kind lame, cos I only did like 3 maths qns, and so many needa ask jenn :x sorry. But still, must start managing my time well. H1 wont start till next week for me cos tmr i have SLA and then friday i have cs. Argh SLA is dumb, wont get anything anyway, idk why we're putting in so much effort :x experience? idk.

These few days like doing only one homework a day, kinda stupid. though its more than previously before CTs, but still its not enough. And must rmb to prac cs stuff tmr too T_T

Sometimes opportunities are given to you, but you just dont treasure them. So they go to other people. I'm one of them. Sad life huh. But nvm. I'm really trying hard to improve. I'll pass. Try.

2010-07-28T01:05:00.000+08:00

if everyone wants to be the best, who will be the worst. set possible aims.

2010-07-22T21:06:00.002+08:00

why make life difficult for everyone. and i feel so down today. i can say i reached yet ANOTHER crossroad in my life -.- no la lol not that yanzhong. but still, it doesnt allow me to feel happy in any way. still have to finish eom and SLA. i wna go back to the days where life was free of worries.

stupid day :(

2010-07-21T22:19:00.004+08:00

Forgot to continue my post yesterday, fell aslp T_T Anyway this week is chor like shitz. Today kinda sucked. All the wad geog SLA, msc (where someone gave a i-dont-believe-you-actually-did-maths-supp-qns tone wts.), guitar (alto2, 4f), nver take photos with 4f in the end (so cannot change my desktop pic :l), freaking stupid day. maybe other elements. dk :l

Now doing EoM. idk how to do. Argh, okay and i needa revise hydrology and do differentiation tutorial. I think i'll slp late again. and there's guitar in the morn tmr as usual. Oh and there's still SLA presentation on friday and centrestage stuff and piano pieces to prac.

Woo, I'm finally getting busy. But don't make my days worse being boliao.

range responsiveness sensitivity

2010-07-20T20:50:00.001+08:00

THAILAND MAID. shall continue after dinnerr.

2010-07-19T01:03:00.001+08:00

its abit malu when you click on the wrong person on msn and exclaim random stuff -.-

2010-07-18T21:48:00.003+08:00

I spent my weekends not very wisely again, but nvm starting on prerequisites now. And idk how to find equation for normal to curve. -.- Sian. Argh. Anyway wondering if 4F wearing our indian costumes on wednesdayyyy. Don't think so though. No one wants to wear.

Ate so much todayyy. Morn, heavy breakfast, afternoon, choc banana pizza which i waited a million years for, curry fishballs (Y) 2 pcs of bread, orange, chips -.- and then yummy claypot for dinner. yummy claypot is the restaurant's name. lol.

Tuition was sian today, cos obviously i think i was the lowest scorer or sth. I DONT CARE. I'm gonna ask my marks for the born haber cycle thing. I cant get such a low percentage. fml :( Argh sucks.

OH i rmb wad i need to ask my mum abt alr, night study! :D

2010-07-17T18:27:00.001+08:00

Sigh, needa stop being so ap at lame stuff -.-Idk how to tell Mr Chua my CT results tomorrow.

2010-07-14T20:20:00.004+08:00

Maybe going for the night study thing tmr and friday. wish right now wish right now wish right now. dont wna retain. study. save me from hell. but that 10mins REALLY made my day -.- but now, i think i happy for nth ;( sigh. sigh. sigh. this suckssss.

1st formal day of school.

2010-07-12T17:38:00.002+08:00

Lol, what tou1 mao1 -.- Steal cat. Of all things, you went to steal a cat, how smart a dunmanian are you.

Anyway, bad start. Bad face, Bad results. And I feel so guilty, cos my mum didnt scold me -.- Ironic I know but still, idk la. Sian. And my face is like shit. Idk how leh :( Shitface. Thinking of dropping though. Idk, should I continue and hold on?

And some things are more important, what you deem important may NOT. be as important to others. so stfu. Seriously.

2010-07-11T21:07:00.005+08:00

I'd better blog one more happy post before I see my results tmr LOL. As zq said, its only CTs, but still :( Lol, actly, I wont be sad if everyone fails with me LOLLL, but then if I'm like the only one who fails and the lowest in class, thats a different story.

If I Had You.

Oh, and I'm pretty much looking forward to school tomorrow despite the results hehhh :D But my face T_T sian.

Everyone asked what happened to my face. Argh. Tomato face. :(

Today was a super slack day, I like :D Went tuition almost falling asleep, got robot man! Went lunch, watched zhuan jiao yu dao ai, watch some dk wad korean show, slept for 3 hours :D Went dinner, met don and ken they all, came home, download albums, and msn :)

Argh, this will end today i guess :( 2 months before the horror arrives again! And we must start on SLA soon again :(

JIAYOU. And I loved sports carn, for a simple reason :D

Taking out all the little notes to read haha. To pass time. notes ppl write, not school studying notes LOL.

2010-07-10T21:49:00.004+08:00

Stupid sunburn! sigh. Feeling better compared to last night though hahaha. :D Need aircon to cool my skin down!

Hmm anyway wushu outing today, played badminton at tampines sports hall. My badminton's really lousy -.- Hmm, but not bad :D Met Angeline to go tampines, and then I met wushu ppl and she went off to find a boyfriend LOL.

And then went to Sam's house for teppenyaki (Is that how you spell it) :D Buses are screwed today, all coming at weird timings cos of the NDP rehearsals. And I don't even know if they are coming. AskIris didnt reply my msg -.-

But still i'm super full! But felt better after ps3-ing cos Sam can't Wii, get well soon!

I'm quite tired now, don't know why though :x Didnt really do much but quite dead alr, guess won't watch 230 match tonight :(

2010-07-10T12:40:00.004+08:00

EW. I'm watching some show on tv and they are eating rats. You know those tian2 shu3. Gosh, damn disgusting T_T But quite interesting ley, seeing all the different types of food they eat, while i'm having my lunch-.- Ohh, they are making maiyatang now cool stuff :D

Just woke up at like 12 -.- Couldnt even open my eyes without pain :( Cannot anyhow scratch. My whole body is freaking painful T_T LOL Must take drogba!! HAHA. And my face is like some cooked swollen tomato. Later going to badminton :D And go Sam's house, take care Sam! Lol, sports carn= unleash all our energy ;D

Sports carnnnn

2010-07-09T23:04:00.002+08:00

I am totally like some tomato now, with a white top. Sore all over because of sunburns and a few slight abrasions. Anyway sports carn was good, except for the heat of the sand LOL. Freaking hot. Anyway vball 2nd! :D Didnt really do much for the 3rd set with Homa, but overall, super stressed because all imba Year 5 + 6s! Especially service time. Oh gosh, but yeah nubbad bah hahaha. And you so disgusting la LOL.

Hmm, Bennu 2nd in place! yessss. But sports carn is stressful when you're not good in the sport you participate, still was pretty fun! :D Diving into the sand, playing with class and houses heh.

Went for "4F" dinner after that. Only 6 ppl, but it was quite cool heh. All the 5c24 ppl, 5c32, 5c35 all had their own class dinners, SC had their own plans after sports carn, so yeah, that explains the minimal number of people. Sorry 5c23, 4F ppl asked me first :x

I shall sleep now with my half-dry/wet hair, tired! Good job everyone :)

1st day back in school!

2010-07-07T20:55:00.004+08:00

Today was exhausting! Lol I think I cannot take long days. Geog humanity people, who dry-ran the route, were stupid. One word to describe only, nothing else. Anyway waiting was not as boring cos I had Shimin to talk to :D Didnt attend the ettiquette session thing which heather said was NOT BAD. Consolation: We got to see pinnacle@duxton! LOL.

But the first part of the day was boring -.- Argh, but the silence was totally awkward in the audi. I bet he has a totally bad impression of our school now or sth. Lol, ended up talkig nonsense, hearing people's funny nonsense, playing hangman and stoning my life awayyy.

Anyway SO irritated by the SLA thing. Nvm, going to finish soon. And oh gosh, I shall sleep soon after that and wake up to watch match at 230, I hope I can wake up! :x

Guitar at 715 tmr, gotta restring!!

Cya, I'm dead tired.

2010-07-06T23:50:00.000+08:00

Quote dillon: Today was fun, depite the little people. (Little NUMBER of people i guess)

I agree :)

Sentosaaa

2010-07-06T21:09:00.005+08:00

4F outing was nubbad, quite relaxing, and we should really form a soccer team

Angeline-Torres
Teresa-C.Ronaldo
Jasmine-Messi
Leon-Kaka
Ruixin-Coentrao
Dillon-(po)melo
Yokeming-RobertGreen
Deborah-MARADONA(Y) or IKER, who pwns robert green :D (EDITED!)

Others no name LOL. ~~Deborah~~ Angela Sharon and Shikai. But quite fun ley HAHA, we should play soccer more and playing on the sand's pretty cool though v hard to dribble and pass :D

No net today, so couldn't play vball with net. And played cards LOL, oh and we had our picnic :D Not bad hehe. Rather slack besides the soccer parts, but it was so fun :D Hehhh! So last minute, so only a few people came, and some didn't want to come. :(

I'm so tired, 4F ftw! :D Besides the punctuality parts HAHA, supposed to meet at 10, we went in at 12plus :x

2010-07-05T20:58:00.002+08:00

I realised, I blog during CTs and don't blog when its not CTs LOL. weird. But then, there's alot of hometime during CTs and less hometime after CTs, so it kinda makes sense, but not very assuring that I don't mug as much as others.

Anyway today was out for geog SLA T_T Ohgosh, but I'm pretty glad its getting some headway! And I'm supposed to work on the scope now, nvm after this :x After CT life is kinda bliss, but it gets busy doing other stuff other than studying. Then went weelee-.- Sigh, some people late again. But whoa, I shall not wear my sec1 class tee, black and so thick :x So hot.

Gleeee, haha the album's got SO MANY songs. But its okay, I like haha.

I'm over already,
i hope
i hope
i hope
i hope
i hope
i hope
i hope
i hope
i hope
i hope
i hope
i hope
i hope
i hope
i hope
i hope
i hope
i hope.

Moments (I'm so glad I didnt take physics although geog's not much better)

2010-07-02T14:44:00.002+08:00

woohooooo my mum say she's gonna buy the lays for me to get my water bottle :D Ok, but I still don't know which player to get :( It's raining now, so I shall go later. I feel so unused to waking up at normal school timeeee. I want to sleep! I feel weird not feeling guilty for going out or watching tv or sleeping in front of the computer or using the computer for so long or going gaigai with my mum or blablabla. Because CTs are over! oh gosh, better cherish these moments NOW.

END OF COMMON TESTS.

2010-07-01T23:08:00.002+08:00

The DAY IVE BEEN WAITING FOR is finally here! Teowei, Ngli, Fongwen, Wongster, Lowching, Tanwei. :D Went play ball for a while, then went to watch toy story after walking so much in the heavy rain ... Cathay then went to plaza sing in the end, because too late already :l Movie was not bad! Since I dont really fancy animaTION (lol I said animation without the "tion" today, so it ended up as: I don't really like anime -.-) AND I WANT MY LAYS BOTTLE. The KFC one ain't that cool, though I don't really fancy any football players, BUT its still kinda cool :D Like limited edition! Don't know if its worth getting though, cos I don't known if I'll use it. But maybe I'l get it! Messi, Drogba, Lampard, and Ballack? Issit. Not sure. I don't know which one to get lollll. So limited :( Only 4, but then its nice than the KFC one :l

And sigh, all iTunes shuffled songs are emo songs today.

And oh gosh, I can't believe ITS THE END OF COMMON TESTSSSSS. Ok sian, SLA. Headache ah. PW. Sigh. And I was stoning throughout the last 45minutes of geog, please tell me how I'll pass.

2010-06-30T23:29:00.002+08:00

this totally isnt going anywhere, im going to give up naoooo. cfm plus chop. unerasable chop. not invisible ink chop or no ink chop. the more i see, the more demoralising things get, i swear..

2010-06-30T20:28:00.001+08:00

Oh gosh. I keep sending blank messages! :(

2010-06-30T19:06:00.003+08:00

I feel so happy, LOL. Especially when I keep thinking of my selling bagua dream :D

Anyway LAST PAPER TOMORROW! Lol, it feels like its the end of CTs already, when there's actually still geog to go :x Nvm, shall start after this. Hall wasn't cold today, dont know if its because of the fact that I sat so in front today. And there's new timetable alreadyyy. Why Thurs change to 9am and Monday 8am :( But other than that, not much changes I guess.

My mum said I was dancing when I just only twirled into my room -.- Thats not called dancing! Lollll.

I feel so relaxeddddddddd. Ok no no, geog first! And ball and toy story and minds cafe tomorrow! (Y) Maybe sentosa next week yeah :D Oh gosh, looking forward, before the mugging starts again :x Sigh. No more last minutes. and PW zomg.

OH. By the way thank you teo wei for your lovely cute jiayou card! :D Brightened my day hehhe. And wz for calling Ms tan, paiseh :x JIAYOU!

2010-06-29T21:30:00.001+08:00

Omg i always thought stickers were saviours, but now, they screw things up even more T_T shucks.

Have a weird theory that people dont like it when you call them rich O.o

2010-06-29T20:19:00.005+08:00

Ohno, how am I gonna complete geog at this rate :x Shucks. Ok after this, dinner, chem, sleep, chem, lunch, CHEMCT, geog, sleep, GEOGCT (Omg, SO FAST.) What shall I do on Thurs, sigh. Anyway, today was weird, shant mention names though lolll. Like firstly, some person kicked this empty cup, then i wanted to tell angeline, aiyoh ___ nver pick up, but then angeline walked away. -.- And then another person walked past, I think didnt see the cup or sth, but then I kept staring at the cup so i think i looked abit weird staring at the floor, and then another person came up to the cup and kicked it O.o when i expected him to pick it up and throw it -.- So in the end, no one picked the cup up, so i went to throw it in the end. Story of the sad empty cup being kicked around. Sigh.

Don't think I can collect this week's macdonald's cup though T_T I have like 4 of the lime one though. Omg the blue cup looks pretty! But I cant be eating macs everyday to get he cup sighh.

And I want to watch spain vs portugal tonight! but I don't think I'll risk my sleep :x Since its CTs time. Argh I miss the times. Awkwardness is all that exists now.

Xiang wo ni de shou is a nice show :D But also very sad :(

2010-06-28T23:12:00.001+08:00

Neither here nor there.

2010-06-28T18:18:00.004+08:00

Hi screwed maths paper, but this doesnt feel like CTs though :x So saddddd, alot of people say my jacket looks fake argh. What's this. It's NOT! Really not T_T And Sherwintanweiyu said: "I think only ym and jasmine are going to fail maths paper with me." Argh wthhhh. Stupid man. So demoralising, though I know I'm going to fail it :x But still, sigh. Lol, ok then, going to read through econs lecture notes now. :( And sigh, England out :lll What's wrong with rooney hmm lihui :(

4days!

2010-06-27T11:52:00.002+08:00

Argh sigh, just came back from tuition and later meeting wongster again to mug maths. Super stressed after all that Mr Chua said. Nvm, going out soon. And sian. I scared I blank out, scared I fail, scared I don't know how to do. Scared scared scared. Whatever-.- lame. Yesterday studied at some ulu bucks with wong, lol half-half productive bah, talked quite abit though haha. Waiting for lunch to come back, sleep a while and then mug time. Save me from these 4 days! There's still promos after that though. Zomg.

Lihui: Nvm 4 days more! Heather: 4 days and after that its time to start revising for promos! Me and lihui *Dies.*

No matches for these few days :l But its k! after that spammmmm.

Sometimes I feel quite out. But nvm lol. pftw, random.

2010-06-27T00:40:00.001+08:00

Sian ankle injury acting up againnn. I thought it was okay alr T_T And I totally forgot about aspen homework, so here I am trying to complete the stupid open ended section, which I guess he won't go through everything tomorrow. I officially announce that CTS SUCK. No choice alr, it has to be a vacuum cleaner :(

2010-06-26T09:47:00.002+08:00

Waiting for wong to msg me before heading to klp ~~macsssss~~ shucks i meant starbucks -.- I feel like sleeping = =

Bleh now change venueeeeee and timeeeeeee, I'm boreddd.

CTSSCREWINGMYBRAINUP

2010-06-26T00:37:00.003+08:00

Oh gosh, I'm never gonna complete the 3kg challenge man -.- Went marche feasting LOL. Maybe gaining 3kg is possible. AND SIGH, the only thing that keeps going on in my head is how screwed i am for CTs, so I'll study a while, but after that nothing gets in :x And I keep complaining about screwing CTs, when everyone's stressed enough. Sigh, sorry. I shall complain to myself.

Anyway, today was a no-mugging day. Went Orchard, revamp my complexion, though I think there won't be much difference, argh stupid sensitive skin, then went 1HOUR WAITING TO GET INTO MARCHE. tsk, i almost died waiting, but the cows are so cute! they can move LOL. There are like cows on the wall as we walked down the stairs and a few furry animals, which i don't know if they are cows or not. Lol. Hmm less variety of food though, but equally stuffed today :x Super funny conversations though! Gosh, epic illustrations.

Oh and its one year since MJ's death alr :x I didnt realise its been 1 year, so fast! Suddenly thought of steve irwin too. :( Hope you are happy people! Listening to Heal The World now.

Fine, CTs are back into my brain again, gosh I hope I don't dream about CTs too T_T NIGHT PEOPLEE.

And I want to cycle and work out!! After CTs -.- MAIN THING IS I WANT TO CYCLEEEEEEEEE. and wc :D can't wait!

Ok smart quote: I LIKE CTS. Because, life's too short to hate anything. The world may just end in any second by a ninja. :D

2010-06-24T19:27:00.002+08:00

Haha I see OLEOLE FEAST advertisement on tv. Your torres bottle hmm. Shall hard-core mug econs after dinner since didnt do anything today :x Omg I really want post-CTs. BADLY. WC at macs, cycling at ECP, Sports carn, prob catching up with many people. Woots. And I need to get into JC studying mode tooo.

2010-06-24T11:16:00.002+08:00

I have a sudden urge to play band hero O.o And yeah, I wake up like at 10/11 when I don't have anything on in the morning, sigh lol. Slacking nao. Shall start econs soon! No computerrr.

My laptop cover is falling apart :( Crackingggg. Argh, I'm sad. No more red laptop soon. And I need a new wallet and waterbottle and new alot of stuff. But I shall manage with the old ones for now. :)

2010-06-23T23:49:00.002+08:00

Hahhahaha, the way England tuo1 yan2s time for additional 3 minutes is funny. Or does this happen for every match? But I dont remember tuo1 yan2ning for 2minutes plus o.o

Anyway, was reading my 1st post (Heather's suden inspiration) Omg, I dont even understand what I'm typing, epic post lol, dont know why there are chinese and english essay questions o.o HAHA byeee, im bored. Shall start work tmr :x

Its nice to learn about new and INTERESTING stuff, like soccer :D But not studying -.- Its kinda different yknow.

^^

2010-06-23T23:06:00.002+08:00

Today study in school againnnnn. Oh no, its getting not really productive, but morning was quite entertaining with some soccer knowledge from zh and stomp videos from zh janson kl etcetc. Funny to the max loll. Then xf reached and we were asked to go away, nicer than chased away-.-, to make way for 400 primary school students. SIGH. So went to 1st floor benches, omg SO HOT.

So proceeded to Macs after that and omg, SO COLD -.- because of the rain! contradicting i know. So decided to leave since I was freezing, but xf didnt want to go back to sch :( So i went back and TRIED to do pre-ct chem qns. Argh. Abit fail, kinda hard T_T So weirdddd, I was studying alone in the canteen lol. Until I noticed someone standing beside me lol. Nah sherwin was just visiting.

Yeah, so kinda stoned till 630 and left for home. Oh no, CTs coming, tmr chiong study at home/ library, before going out. And Friday won't be free from 3 onwards, crap :x Ok, I guess I don't work well at night, but the main thing is, my piano teacher has a new iphone LOL.

Okay random, but she was opening it in front of me, hard not to notice. Nehmind, I'm so looking forward to end of CTs! And its kinda weird when people read your blog posts right out in front of you HMM. Weird feeling!

Oh I'm So Happy.

2010-06-23T00:38:00.000+08:00

p.f.t.w.

2010-06-20T18:04:00.003+08:00

Omg time passes real fast man :x its 6 plus alr arghhhhh. No, I'm gonna be blank during geog supp tmr T_T shittt. Motivation motivation! Omg, xingfang, we can do it! Chiongggggg, last week, dont want to get killed after CT results are out :(

2010-06-19T23:53:00.000+08:00

my lame balloon just tried to strangle me with its stupid string -.- wtp.

2010-06-19T14:42:00.001+08:00

Omg lol, why did I join a non-sports CCA. Its depriving me of exercise and fun.

World cupppp.

2010-06-18T22:51:00.007+08:00

Make me cannot concentrate man -.- Didnt study much, but I think I sort of got alot of very-long-unanswered questions outta my brain. Haha, match at Macs today for first half. Super epic with FSS ppl :D And sectionals was productive :D though we started at 11 instead of 10 O.o

I;ve spent 3 days on chem energetics, and I'm not getting anywhere -.- Shit, I'm wasting my time. Ok, I shall self-mug tmr, or self-study. Lol face. I hvnt even mugged -.- Get bored after a while. And with all the world cup, I'm spending my nights watching LOL. It nice to watch, though some matches are pretty boring. It gets interesting with company :D

Camp at macs after CTs to watch yeah :D HAHA. Later the whole dunman high go there.

Anyway today's matches are getting weird results man.

Angeline: I'm watching the match nao
Me: now not halftime meh?
Angeline: Yep
Me: ohhh
sighhhh
i feel like slping
Angeline: Gna start soon
Damn cock
Me: all the matches like
yes.
good use of words.

Me: i think torres v ego leh
Angeline: Wth
Bye jasmine
This is when our friendship ends
19.06.10 10:55PM
Hmph
Me: TSK
i referring to USA torres
cannot ah!
HAHA.
Angeline: Haha
You sure notttt
Lol
Me: no
LOL
Angeline: I knew it
Stupido

(Y)

My soccer knowledge is getting better by the days woohoo :D ~~But I can't be bothered to continue watching slovenia and usa alr -.-~~ LOL. last 10 mins just watch, and its 2-2 nowwww. Whats with the spamming of yellow cards for germany -.-

And I need last week's macdonald's cup! I only got the first and third one :x siannnn.

Disappoint me at times. Of all times. When it was getting hopeful. Or should I say cheap thrills.

I feel abit pms today, mood swings -.- Like everything also wna kpkb.. No, maybe I just cant, cant. stand. vulgarities.

2010-06-16T22:23:00.001+08:00

Lol, I must watch at least one football match-.- Today wasnt very productive hm. But its okay hahaha. :D Wongsterrrrr!

2010-06-13T12:48:00.002+08:00

Hahaha, I think I'm very random. I suddenly thought of the last 4F chalet where me and wong went to get drinks i think. Then the guys were in the arcade playing. So we went over and learnt how to play pool LOL. I remember our failed attempts at trying to even hit the ball and jj trying to teach us with much effort. In the end, we sort of knew how to, omg super funny :) Haha and we went "driving" and how we just sat there while some random 4F person shifted the bike for us LOL. Ok omg, I dont know whats with the randomness, probably because I saw some facebook pool photos of my friends haha.

Anyway, just tuitioned, and its only 2 more weeks to the end of holidays T_T Not really a holiday though, more like half slack, half study kind of thing. Well, yesterday was chalet at pasir ris for Clement's birthday :D Woohoo, ate alot again HAHA :D I love ahgong's food, omg so nice :D random LOL. Anyway, only took 2 pictures, because the camerawoman wasnt here, celebrating her own birthday so she didnt join us. Nvm next Sunday "meet up" with felicia and sherilyn hehe.

Haven't touched maths, sighhh, nvm shall do tomorrow with angeline :) Shall try to do abit of geog and abit of chem today!

Sectionals on friday was not bad, wasn't boring but wasn't too entertaining as well. Oh well, you can't expect much from sectionals yeah. Another one this Friday I guess.

Time passes reallllllll fast.

2010-06-11T00:56:00.002+08:00

Heyyy, today didnt mug :x Spent like 1.75 hours in the library in the morn, as a lightbulb-.- again. lolll. :x keep laughing at eat da poo poo la wtp lol face.

And I saw like MILLIONS. really super alot. of primary school friends in the vicinity -.-

I dont know why also lol. Didnt say hi to them, abit weird, cos they didnt say hi to me also LOL. Nvm, I think they recognise me. And I do too. Just not opening our mouths to acknowledge :x

Then headed to PP, and teoheng! LOL teoheng, 3hours gives me the headaches man. Lol it was extremely funny to see all the DIFFERENT TYPES of singers HAHA. I realised I am a very english song-oriented person, I totally don't know like almost 80% of the chinese songs that were sung.

Anyway, I came home and watched xiaoniangre again LOL. It's a super nice show! And sad show as well :/

Hmm geog SLA and sectionals and studying session tomorrowwwww.

I really miss 4F times! Miss 5C23 too! (Cos of the hols LOL) Great bunch of people < 3

And I must wake up early again tomorrow T_T sian, save me. I don't seem to be able to hear my alarm that well in the morning already, or maybe I turned it off LOL.

I realise, my posts are always in singlish HAHA. So, when I read posts written by other friends, theirs seem a little weird. LOL. Bye :)

Nonsense post lol.

2010-06-09T23:59:00.003+08:00

Lol my posts are getting meaningless, just random updates. Gonna be full of geog SLA, guitar sectionals, and stuff like 4f outing, chalet, fss? (idk lol), DC?, blablabla. Quite nonsensical.

Anyway! Study date at library todayyyyyy :D And saw lihui tooooooo ^^ Haha, eh was quite ok la, not say v productive but also cannot say not productive. Soso i guess. Totally must bring enough stuff to munch on next time :x super hungry LOL.

Saw some pri sch friends, zomg lol. Hm, continue tomorrow! Omg I'm on a studying spree from today :x But I stopped for tonight HAHA, brain too tired -.- Tomorrow! jiayou!

Monday again yeah :D Hehe. Today was quite productive I must say, in terms of entertainment and studying ahha, yi ju liang de :)

Ok bye. Nth to blog -.- Friday another round! But sectionals and SLA first lolz.

2010-06-09T01:40:00.002+08:00

Its supposed to be some National Friendship Day Week message but its long over I guess lol.

One day, when I was a freshman in high school,
I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school.
His name was Kyle.

It looked like he was carrying all of his books.

I thought to myself, 'Why would anyone bring home all his books on a
Friday?

He must really be a nerd.'

I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends
tomorrow afternoon),
so I shrugged my shoulders and went on.
As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him.

They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him
so he landed in the dirt.
His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet
from him...

He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes

My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around
looking for his glasses,
and I saw a tear in his eye.

As I handed him his glasses, I said, 'Those guys are jerks.'
They really should get lives.

' He looked at me and said, 'Hey thanks!'
There was a big smile on his face.

It was one of those smiles that showed real gratitude.

I helped him pick up his books, and asked him where he lived.

As it turned out, he lived near me, so I asked him why I had never seen
him before..

He said he had gone to private school before now.

I would have never hung out with a private school kid before.

We talked all the way home, and I carried some of his books.
He turned out to be a pretty cool kid.

I asked him if he wanted to play a little football
with my friends

He said yes.
We hung out all weekend and the more I got to know Kyle, the more I liked
him,
and my friends thought the same of him.
Monday morning came, and there was Kyle with the huge stack of books
again.
I stopped him and said, 'Boy, you are gonna really build some serious
muscles
with this pile of books everyday!
' He just laughed and handed me half the books.
Over the next four years, Kyle and I became best friends..
When we were seniors we began to think about college.
Kyle decided on Georgetown and I was going to Duke.
I knew that we would always be friends,
that the miles would never

be a problem.
He was going to be a doctor and I was going for business
on a football scholarship..
Kyle was valedictorian of our class.
I teased him all the time about being a nerd.
He had to prepare a speech for graduation.
I was so glad it wasn't me having to get up there and speak
Graduation day, I saw Kyle.
He looked great.
He was one of those guys that really found himself during high school.
He filled out and actually looked good in glasses.
He had more dates than I had and all the girls loved him.
Boy, sometimes I was jealous!

Today was one of those days.
I could see that he was nervous about his speech.
So, I smacked him on the back and said, 'Hey, big guy, you'll be great!'

He looked at me with one of those looks (the really grateful one) and
smiled.
' Thanks,' he said.
As he started his speech, he cleared his throat, and began
'Graduation is a time to thank those who helped you make it through those
tough years.

Your parents, your teachers, your siblings, maybe a coach...but mostly
your friends....

I am here to tell all of you that being a friend to someone is the best
gift you can give them.

I am going to tell you a story.'

I just looked at my friend with disbelief as he told the
first day we met.
He had planned to kill himself over the weekend.

He talked of how he had cleaned out his locker so his Mom wouldn't have to
do it later
and was carrying his stuff home.
He looked hard at me and gave me a little smile.
'Thankfully, I was saved.
My friend saved me from doing the unspeakable..'
I heard the gasp go through the crowd as this handsome, popular boy told
us all about his weakest moment.
I saw his Mom and dad looking at me and smiling that same grateful smile.
Not until that moment did I realize it's depth.
Never underestimate the power of your actions..
With one small gesture you can change a person's life.
For better or for worse.
God puts us all in each others lives to impact one another in some way.

'Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble
remembering how to fly.'
There is no beginning or end.. Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is a mystery.
Today is a gift.

2010-06-09T00:22:00.004+08:00

lol I failed to start studying at 10pm -.- But its k, got tmr! Haha, super excited -.- idk why maybe too long nver study alr hehhe. But anyway got marshmallows to chubby bunny on i guess :D yayyy. I shall bring frutipz or sth :D

Sigh why so sian :( sian-ness is contagious i realised, and so is zihigh-ness. Anyway, yall sian until I dont feel like going :x

Haha, another slack day today :/ Study session tmr! (Y)

Oh and heather's backkk :D Nice place, lucky art students! Omg my dream holiday place, paris :D

Da poo poo -.-

2010-06-08T20:31:00.003+08:00

Lol I guess I'm gonna stick to my sofa till like 10pm, after the last episode of "with you" lol like the math tcher said. -.-

Watched tv the whole day, but nvm :x Tmr mugging session! Hope I can finish mugging a few geog chapters :x Sihui laaa, have homa chalet tmr. Sigh, but nvm 4F outing soon! yayyy i'm looking forward to it :D Talking sessions! :D:D:D:D

This saturday chalet for clement's birthday again woohoo cousins' meet up again :D Previous one wasnt full attendance but this one yes i guess :)

Oh and there's new iphone coming to Singapore in August :)

I dont know why there are so many emoticons in this post, or are there usually so many o.o Hmm.

Oh no the busy week is coming :x full of geog SLA stuff arghhhh. Noo, busy the whole of next week. Must start studying! Study study, don't want also must start ok!

Ok nvm, things to look forward to:

Tomorrow :D

Friday! SLA in morn, GPS collection, sectionals and study session!

Saturdayyyy chalet :)

Monday 4F outing! omgggg, looking forward hehehe. Miss 4F times, but 5c23 is great too! Cant have 2 good things at a time :l

When's our fail study session gonna be?

And DC outinggggg?

Okay, shall really really start geog after my show :) Fighting spiders quite nice LOL, I'm like watching it when I'm free at home. And omg I want the new iphone man (tsk for a sole purpose-.- super lame purpose) they keep promoting its release on tv!

Can't wait :D But I'm gonna dread CTs. :(